Sunday, May 31, 2009

Monday, May 18, 2009

About Me




Hello! My name is Lauran Bielstein. I am very bubbly and outgoing. I love to dance and cheer! I have been dancing since I was 2 years old and I am still dancing.I have taken class from the best of the best choregraphers such as Mia Michels and Shane Sparks. I started to cheer in middle school and I am now cheering for my High School. I am the type of hero who is driven by love. My friends and family help me stand tall and help me go for what I believe in. God also helps me through the tough times that I have. Since i was a baby I was taught that anything can happen through Christ.





The Quest


Everyone is on a journey to find something in their lives. One step at a time I am on the search for knowledge. I am only in high school and still haven't learned everything in life yet. When I am ready to seek the world I want to have all the knowledge I need to be ready to take a step out into the real world.

Mentor


In life everybody has a mentor to help guide them through life. My two mentors would be Christ ans my parents. Christ has had a huge impact on my life. Christ has helped me stay on track and pointing north. If something isn't going right or I am have a huge dilemma I stop and talk to my mentor. Anytime any place I always ask for Gods help. Nevertheless my parents also help me as well. I am very gracious to have parents like mine. They help me to follow my dreams and always stay positive. I love my parents very much and I know I can ask them anything.

Threshold Guardian


My Threshold Guardian is my dance teacher Emily Carlise. She has tought me dance since I was 7 years old and we have been close ever since. Emily is my role model. The way she looks, the way she dresses, and the way she is, is just amazing. I always ask her for help when I am in trouble or don't know what to do. She has inspired me to be who I am and to live my life wonderfully. I remeber when all my dance mates went over to her house to spend the night, she had 2 dogs that I was deathly afraid of and I wouldn't get off her counters for nothing. She would have to carry me every where and if one of her dogs even took one step I would jump like was a professional polevaulter. I still keep touch with her and I love her so much!

Shadow


I wouldn't say that my life has gone exactly how I wanted it to be but I haven't had a tragic thing happen to me. So I guess that my shadow would be my regrets that I have had. Having regrets is something that I hate having. People always told me to never have any regrets but I never understood it. I always thought that regret was something that you didn't want to happen to you. But obviously that's not right.When I discovered regret was when I was 11. It felt weird,terrible, and unusual. I thought to myself that that had to be something new to me. I never want to look back and see what I had done wrong in my past and that is exactly what a shadow is. One day i want to walk away and not have my shadow follow me around.

Trickster


Tori Gillham I would say is my trickster. When I am in a bad mood or down she knows what to say to make me feel better.When we are together we always have a time of our lives. I have known Tori my whole life. I met her at my dance studio in room A in when I was 3. When she came in I hated her guts I didnt even wanted to look at her. But after a day I started to talk to her and our friendship just clicked. I would not be who I am with out her their by me.

Test


My test is dancing. From hours practice in the studio to preforming at compitions is a very hard and stressful thing to do. When I am practicing I have to practice like I was performiong. I was always told to "Dance like nobody is watching" and "you practice the way you preform". If one day I want to become the best of the best, everytime I step into the dance room I have to always give 200% through every movent I make. Dance is hard work but putting your heart and soul into it, it gets easier as you go.

Companions







My friends are amazing. I believe that God buts everybody in our lives for a reason and all the people in my life are very special to me. My friends help me in the dark times and help me laugh when my tears roll down my face. My friends are there for me 24-7 and I am very thankful for them. Every hero needs someone to help them along the yellow brick road and I wouldn't be as far as I am now with out Gods help.

Important/ Valuable


I believe that I still haven't found the special thing that makes me..me. I am still looking around and can't figure it out. I am not saying I want to change who I am but I haven't found the thing that makes me stand out from every body else. I know that some people would say that the thing that people remember me by is "the little short girl", but I don't want people to do that. I want them to remember me by the outgoing or bubbly funny girl or something like that. I wan to find the important or valuable thing about me and I hope to find it soon.

Inexperienced


I haven't really experienced everything out there in the world yet like the United States for example. When I get older I want to go to California, but the problem is I haven't gone anywhere without somebody there beside me. The first time I went I was 7 years old and we went as a family for my dance compitition. When we were there I fell in love with the state. Everything about it was amazing and picture perfect. So I told my mom and dad that I was ganna go here when I graduate. But I can't go because I haven't been anywhere without anybody.

God


I have had help from divine supernatural forces from God. God has helped me in many ways. He has shaped my life in being a basic human being. Believing in him has made me the person I am and don't know who I would be without him. If something not go right or the way I want it to, I just pray and wait for his blessing to help fix the problem.I am a strong believer in miracles.I believe that God can help anybody in any way. If you just believe anything can happen.